i wait in this fake take on life

Two faced and livin a lie, scared to show what I really feel inside. Gotta hide cause my pride will subside and I'd die from the time that you walked from my life but you're blind, you fail to see, this love that devours me, completely. Miserably I wait and make the best of this fake take on life that I conjoured up in my mind, recipe to be happy turned out to be too sappy, too nappy, too crappy for me... Its you that I see and you that I need and you that I breathe but I've fucked up there too... Wasn't there to support you, wasn't there to reward you so here I wait and make the best of this fake take on life till you realize that they weren't just lies, they were stories from inside but I was lost in my own lonely, unappreciated cries.