how do i say what cant be said, it will hurt your heart but it exhausts my head, im thinkin that i need to go, but the look in your eyes makes me think some more... to leave you would be murder, to stay would be my suicide. i gotta do whats best for me, use my head, throw my heart aside.. i just wanna live. i just wanna feel like myself again. be a little crazy, spark up whats remaining, before its too late, time cant be replaced, i dont wanna waste my life being half alive.