Since I was just a little girl
I've been livin in my daddys world
He's a hero in my eyes
He could turn it all around
fight off every frown
Yet he failed to realize

Just because I said I do,
And had a child of my own...
Ur job as a daddy isn't done
I still need u though I'm grown

U deserve to relax and start taking a little time off for yourself,
But daddy don't forget, the little girl in the picture on the shelf
I appear to be grown, but inside I know I cant do it on my own

Just because I said I do,
And had a child on my own...
Ur job as a daddy isn't done
I still need u when I'm grown

Don't forget about me, ill always be your peanut.
I no longer need your help, discipline or wealth
I just need your love

My husband is amazing
But no time soon is he replacing
The love you gave me as a child
You were often on the road
Burdened by more than just your load
But us kids would always know
That you'd be coming home

When u got there, u took the time to show us that you cared
When you should have been getting rest
things have changed, we've all went our own ways.. But I sure do miss your breakfast

Just because I said I do,
And had a child on my own...
Ur job as a daddy isn't done
I still need u when I'm grown

Don't forget about me, ill always be your peanut.
I no longer need your help, discipline or wealth
I just need your love

You fit the description so perfectly, you're attitude and demeanor look so good to me, the way you handle your business and keep people at a distance, while steady running this is so ridiculous. You're a boss by nature and stay focused on your paper, while ignoring all the haters, and going UP faster than elevators. In my eyes you've reached the sky, but you still try to climb high, youre never satisfied. The dreams in your head are enormous. Reaching your goals is important. You treat everyday like a once in a lifetime performance. While the rest of us run around wyldin, you're at the workplace puttin overtime in. Boy the way you do you, looks way to good to be true. Can I get in on that? Be compliment to your swag. Xoxo, lemme know.

oops

I'm about to self destruct but I really don't give a fuck cuz with my luck ill live another day the same way no change will proceed. I didn't take heed to the warnings I received, I just left it there, carried it no where and here I am where they predicted adjusting to being disrespected, no longer feeling lifted, rather chained. Mangled by the lies that led to my demise I watch the sun fall and rise again and here we are same walls, same floor, same tone, same burn, same hurt, same yearn for change.. with words we rearrange a person. Who u think u r means nothing at the hands of an angry person. To love is to care not disassemble and repair and rebuild and rebreak, I'm sure it was just mistake.. Ill forgive you, yes.. Forget, not yet... Give me a while to supress the denial and accept these facts as my life fades to black that the decisions I've made demonstrate a lack of affection and connection, fear of rejection and from my recollection not nearly enough protection.

i wait in this fake take on life

Two faced and livin a lie, scared to show what I really feel inside. Gotta hide cause my pride will subside and I'd die from the time that you walked from my life but you're blind, you fail to see, this love that devours me, completely. Miserably I wait and make the best of this fake take on life that I conjoured up in my mind, recipe to be happy turned out to be too sappy, too nappy, too crappy for me... Its you that I see and you that I need and you that I breathe but I've fucked up there too... Wasn't there to support you, wasn't there to reward you so here I wait and make the best of this fake take on life till you realize that they weren't just lies, they were stories from inside but I was lost in my own lonely, unappreciated cries.

yet again

In this bed stressed, depressed, from this fucking mess... Yet again! No longer a friend, its the end but I remember how it begain. Letting go, goes to show, you're not as strong as you once thought. Memories I've fought, tried to suffocate but they emerge like a curse and then its just to late. I regress all the steps I took, this looks, all the same. This stupid game. All in my hands and the demands of my heart.. Or my soul. I'm so cold. I don't even know where to go or what to take with me. Should I pack swiftly, is this plane taking flight? Is all this wrong gonna turn right, here soon? Here comes the BOOM.

One too many times already I've heard u hated me. One too many times I've heard I made u sick... U could do so much better, u could have ur pick. I know I make u miserable don't tell me anymore. Too many hang ups, breaks ups, shake ups, make ups. Arguing about things that happened long before. I'm not supposed to cry so much, I think my life is worth much more. So remember how much of a whore I am as I'm walking through that door! Remember my cute puppy face, and how you love my smile. Remember all the holidays as a family with a child. Remember the reason u married me in the first place, when ur saying this was a huge mistake. You hate me everyday, and love me everynight. I hope ur cursed with all the memories of everything that went right. When all the time you tear me down, u expect me to stay around? One too many times I've felt way too much pain... Well imma hit the power button and end this dangerous game.